May 6, 2009

dust

Rays of light,
yellowness,
peeping in
through that
square window of hope.

Dark black eyes,
open
She ain't dope
searching,
there is scope
in yellowness
peeping in through that
square window of hope.

Dark as shadows
black as kohl.

Sweat all over
while the needle ticked
removing the dust
tried to settle,
but
the dust of inexistence
won't let her.

Apr 27, 2009

updates

Writing after so long..a lot has happened in the past few days...I have had three different farewells....the normal photographic session farewell...Abhigyaan farewell, Kala farewell...

guess, I am going..will be leaving this place soon......(sad and happy at the same time.)

have to fill my PS preferences...guess I will copy Vikash's form with a little bit of changes here and there...

Exms are approaching but am not really studying anything as such, adding up to my screwed up condition...but am happy I am spending most of my time connecting to ppl, settling old scores..talking to everyone, the time I enjoy the most these days are my nights, with the entire toli in my room, having bread and cheese discussing old episodes, making new ones....Insane fun it is...

Guess the bst thing that has happened to me in past three years is that I have made a lot of friends and some of them would be there wid me for life...

Have written testimonials for lots of friends a few very special ones are still left and have to get them done before 30th...

ohh yes I am done with all my labs and quizzes and assignments...now just the compre awaits..

The motherboard of my lapptop is again almost gone and everytime I have to come to computer centre or use somebody else's computer...

I did what I supposed was right, let's see how it turns out..

Apr 13, 2009

Crude but loved it


I did it on the corner of a sheet, it's absolutely crude, there is no detail, they are all free hand strokes, yet I loved it.
There is something in it which is making me feel good.

Apr 10, 2009

Different Strokes from Different Folks

This is my entry for the Week 29-31 challenge-Diana Sculpture.

click on the image for a larger version of the picture.

To see the original image click here.


Apr 7, 2009

Shopping Shopping


Yoyo
Patil, me and Akki

by the way, we didn't buy anything at all.

The Corleones

There is an amazing joy and a feeling of peace which can't be explained by words and can only be felt when you finish a book. I have it today, Today morning I finished The book I started reading after test2 called The Godfather by Mario Puzo. It's a classic and was an amazing read. Much more engrossing and compelling than my initial expectations.

After I finished the book I was in total awe. Awe of the author and his larger than life characters. There are a lot of things which you learn when you read a book and in my own small world my connections with books has been pretty good and after I finish a book I find myself as a different person, I won't say that every book makes me better but certainly different from before. I consider books as an accessory to a man's intellect growth and this belief is confirmed with every small thing I finish.

The Godfather is about The Corleones, a family of Italian descent but now settled in New York running their own business all across USA, certainly most of it being illegal. Don Vito Corleone being the head of the family and the most powerful man in the circles of New York. He is a man of reason and impassive towards everything but business.

Now I am not going to tell u the story because I think that everyone should read a book like this. It's a man's story to success, to power and most of all his being stoical in times of distress as well as celebrations.

It's not only about cold vengeance and impassive stares but a man's power to reason, to fight all odds and to believe in himself.

I just fell in love with the Italian names and sicilian laws and customs and the law of omerta.

Apr 1, 2009

Things I saw

Can't think of something I enjoy more than the cold breeze caressing my skin, evaporating the droplets of sweat when I jog. Although there was hardly any breeze(warm or cold) today, but still I enjoyed jogging a lot, one, because I went for a morning jog today after almost 10 days and second I just love the sensation I have when I sweat.

I saw

  • people, a lot of people, may be because T2 just got over and everyone wants to start a new life, or may be just because its the first day of a new month, ohh....April fool (may be everyone is trying to fool themselves by just showing a nice start). So the moment I went out, I saw Jagmohan Singh with his wife and pet. Next I met P V Rao, my hostel warden, then sindhura, then came this body builder guy, I just hate him how could he look so fit. (me totally green). then this senior culrep, forgot his name. Frog. at least 8 more guys. a couple.
  • Dogs, a lot of them.
  • Pigeons - at least a hundred pigeons taking off from behind the Sarath mess and perching on my hostel roof. They looked amazing, wish I had a camera with me...atleast my phone.
  • Akki, practicing basket ball
  • Football team practicing

saw many more things, but then they are always there.

*off to writing report*
*sorry, copying report*

blab

its 6 o'clock in the morning, haven't slept the whole night and am somewhat pissed as I have to start writing a report for my 9 o'clock analog electronics lab. argghhhhh!!!!!

my general mindfuck, pissed with life phase is getting over, I guess, and am somewhat moving on with whatever is there with me. Guess after 45 days this misery will be over, I will get rid of this excruciating pain and will find redemption in PS2 project or whatever it would be..

T2 were so annoying and disappointing that the mere thought of them make me sick.

To get over my frustration I tried doing some sketching during the exms, but screwed it up badly.

Smelling this white water Old Spice to feel good.

can hear some birds chirping outside, sun hasn't yet come up properly, but there is enough light to go out for a jog..

*off to jog*

Mar 23, 2009

Joker

Oil Pastel on Black Sheet



Oil Pastel on Black Sheet.
Original Concept- Chelsie.